Wednesday, February 25, 2009

Long time no see

Hey you all, long time no see. I've been abandoned this blog for a while because the whole internet things. You see, my mother's assistant never paid the internet connection, while she told me she never get the internet bills. Oh well, wish me luck with the new connection :p
Anyway, school has spices up a little bit. I did many remedys, and also got some termendous good scores, too. My class has been amazing, our movie is on its way to editing, soon it will be finish, i'll put it here, soon. It's gonna be awesome. Also, i participated in my school's competition called Jakarta In Global. I participated for Storytelling contest., but i didn't win. Well, sucks for that. Oh well, it's a quick update. See you soon!


Friday, February 6, 2009

teenage phase

Today has started not very well, actually. I overslept and woke up at 10 am. That was sucks, because i had miss the shooting for my class movie, and yet this is best scene, argh! Screw my insomnia for this one. Also, i was already late for my pop piano lesson. I quickly took a shower and went to Yamaha PIM 2, and there Mr. Fancy was, sitting on the chair played the clavinova, waiting for me. And even worse, i didn't play the song very well, yet he was patient enough to teach me the chords again, sorry Mr. Fancy. After took some piano lesson, i took chemistry lesson. Yes, on beautiful Saturday where you supposed to meet some friends, catch some parties, gone wild and having fun, i have some chemistry lesson, and what's wrong with that, huh? :p
Anyway, i've just had an amazing dinner at Sushi Tei, Senayan City. It was (too) crowded, but yet i patienly wait for taste some mouthwatering kanimayo tobiko maki(s), salmon maki(s), crunchy roll(s), and share some sukiyaki and salmon head with my mom and sister, now imy stomach is full! Yeay! Oh yeah, while i patiently wait the long queue at Sushi Tei, i realized that many people nowadays are so impatient.
And for sudden, i'm glad that i've through the phase where i go to some place unsure when i'm coming home until midnight There's nothing wrong with that, though. But when i think of that phase again, i realize that i was so stupid. I did that not because i want to meet some friends, i did that because i want to be recognized. Like "hey, i've gone to the mall, too, you know?" For me, that is stupid. Don't get me wrong, but i kinda disagree with opinion "teenagers life = having fun". There are so much things beside popularity, fame, and fortune . We all want to be recognized, we all want to be popular, i know you do, because i've felt that. But you see, i never reach the top of my game because i never satisfied of what i've done to gain my status quo. It's okay to be recognized, but sometimes you just have to find the good ways. I want to be recognized as a very goody-goody girl who never taste bad stuffs, rather than recognized as a girl who's partying, a lot. And it's okay to be geek and freak! I'm a fashion geek, none of my friends understand the word "Rodarte" or "Marchesa". They maybe even think that Alexander Wang and Vera Wang are related. They hate when i said that Zara is cheap for some high-end fashion label, so what? They always feel that i'm an antisocial person and hate mall, so what? I hate when my friends discuss the exams and they don't like me for being cynical, so what? Someday, somehow, i'll grow into a great persona, i know that. You're the one who knows yourself best, not your friends, or even your mom and dad, so, if you like your science books, fine. Be a dilligent student. You like to bake your own cupcakes, sell them then. You like watch TV all day long, find some good informations and tell the world. You can be your own person to be recognized by the world.
You didn't like my post, then so what? Maybe only few people who read my blog and capture my honesty about what i think, but i don't care. As long as i could write my feelings, that's okay. So, start a road, keep dreaming, remember, someday, you'll be great.


Wednesday, February 4, 2009


Before talking about my title, i want to tell you that i hate the whole study process at school. My school has driven me crazy. This week is full of exams, argh, i hate exams. Tomorrow i'm going to have Islamic Education and Biology tests. I supposedly study, but my body is too weak, my brains aren't ready to study them, and i'm too sleepy so i fell asleep at 5 p.m until 9 p.m, wake up to get some dinner, and then go to sleep again and now i wake up again. Pretty unhealthy habit, huh? I know, and this week is full of rainy days, yes i love rain, but it can kill my mood sometimes, kill my romantic mood. "Thunder" from Boys Like Girls is the loveliest song ever, i even wished for special someone to sings me this song, hmmffh.

Anyway, Saturday, please come hurry! I'm craving for sushi, right now. All i can think of is some mouthwatering kanimayo tobiko maki, oh my God, sushi is the best creation of all time! Or maybe, if i don't have anything on Friday after school, maybe i'll go to Sushi Tei by my own, i like walking alone when the Mall isn't crowded, and Friday is the right time to do that.
(Yawn) I'm yawning. Gotta go, folks!


Tuesday, February 3, 2009


I often hear voices right now, blame the word schizophreniac. Anyway, yes, i've changed my link to *why mente whyyyyyyyyy* Ok, let me tell you why, first of all, the "monyetkuning" domain made me feel, i don't know, "alay"? And now, i surely notice that i hate monkeys, i like chimpanzees and orang utans, which are calmer and cuter and more human friendly than those regular monkeys. And yes No#2, i've deleted most of my previous posts, i'm getting bored with them, they're just some trash written by me, so yeah! I'm a boring person, whatever.
So, today has been exciting, although i couldn't do my History and Chemistry test, i don't give a damn about those asses (whoops). I'm back to Labsky Community Drum again, or you can call them Lamuru, after all those "I'm vacuum right now" crap from my mouth, yes, i miss play my gallon, make some noisy noise again. Today Lamuru got an interview with Ouch Magazine, when i've got the magazine, i'll scan it for you. And the best part is.........................

Mind the badass face of mine. Yes, it's the Lamuru custom drumsticks! I finally got them after a loooong wait. Aren't they such awesome babies? I think i'm gonna name both of them, and then give them some custom labels again by myself. Oh well, school's awesome, without the study part. Ciao!