Right now I'm in Acchan's house, stealing some her wi-fi connection, thank God i brought my laptop here. Want to know what we're doing? We're doing..................

SUPER JUNIOR PARTY!

Have i told you that i got the 'Korean' disease? It's already contaging me, and well, i can't hide it. Me and Acchan are enjoying ourselves, watch Super Junior videos, let's just say there's some craziness in here. I enjoy this weekend very much. After Kim Bum, who else that i love? Let's see the picture below :

CHOI SI WON I LOVE YOU!

Not much of a word, picture says 1000 words, i love Super Junior, ha, especially the horsey Si Won! Enjoy your weekend, everyone! :D

xoxo,
Menteee

Possesions

I’ve just done my school time, now I’m in my mother’s office, updating my lovely blog again. Since this is the only internet connection I get (besides my Dad’s wi-fi), so I try accept this fact with a very big heart, hikes’ :’( I already missed my mom and dad, they’ve just gone overseas. My mom went umroh -I don’t know if she did this to do her job as a medical staff or just want to do this on her own- while my dad went to Shanghai to attend some medical congress. I pray for their safety on plane.
Meanwhile, yesterday I did my history task for today (yes, Sistem Kebut Semalam works, guys!). I did a splendid autobiography about Rabindranath Tagore, a very talented yet legendary poetry. While I was doing this task, I read one of his love poetry and these words hits me right away:
Love does not claim possession,
but gives freedom.
Do you understand what he said? No, I’ve never got that experience, I was still naïve, and I’m still a kid. So, by my interpretation, have you ever loved someone but that someone has already got his/her own someone specials? I won’t say soul mate for this time, because we (my and you, lovely readers) still young, we still get plenty time to find our own soul mate. So, have you? If you did, read those above words. That really hits me right away; I’ve met so many people who have suffered because of heartbreak. Is it okay to feel heartbreak? Of course it’s okay, we’re still human, and we’re never perfect. Is it okay if you cry because of it? It’s terribly okay, too! But remember those words: Love does not claim possession, but gives freedom. “Cinta tak harus memiliki”, sometimes you don’t have to own that person or make that person to love you back. If you really love someone, you’ll let her/him go to pick her/his own choices of love. If you really love this person, you’ll pray for his/her happiness. You’ll be happy if that person happy. Isn’t that sweet? Yes, it’s sweet. I’ve read a book that says “Love is a sweet torment”, it is true, sometimes love makes us painful, but you want to feel it more and more. Love is a four letter word described gazillion complicated sentences.
So, readers, if right now you feel that you’re having a very bad heartbreak, you’ve just ended your previous relationship, or if you just feeling empty because you’ve got no someone to think to, read those words again, I believe that you are ready to spread some love and finding your someone specials. I know you’ll do, won't you?

xoxo,
Menteee

need no matter

About my title, i've promised myself from now on, that i'll continue to writing on this blog. even though that if i'll never get my own internet connection at my home. Being inactive because the lack of internet connection really pissed me off. I really love to write, writing is a way to express my thoughts and feelings, and it feels good when i write something, whether it's important or not.

Right, let's move on to my life. So, how's my life? It's pretty well bad, actually. I hate my school (who doesn't?). I hate to do my assignments, i'm not pretty sure that i will have my seat in Science/IPA class, and i'm not quite satisfied with my scores right now. And the problem is, i feel really lonely at school. Isn't that weird? Mente, the yellow girl, is feeling lonely? In many case, i'm still a human with feelings, sometimes i do get lonely, even if i have my friends around. "Have you ever felt that you have everything that everybody wanted but your life is still like an empty hole?" That sentences hit me right away. Oh my, i'm such an emo -_-
But anyway, to heal my loneliness, i watch disney movies. many disney movies. Disney movies are always nostalgic and memorable. I watched Little Mermaid many times and never get bored with it. Besides Disney movies, i also get some new hobbies, such as making silly songs. Acchan is the first lucky star victim to hear one of my newest silly song, i titled it "Cream Soup", at that time i was really hungry and craving for some cream soup, so i did it!
Want to know my other new interest?.................................................


watching Korean hit show "Boys Over Flowers". Please raise your hand if you like to watch it, too!


I know, sounds lame, and weird, and crazy. But hey, some of my schoolmates (they're all girls) are watching that show. Last week, we watched that show on my friend's laptop and we're all screaming because of the gorgeous casts. I've tried sooooo hard to not to watch it, but it's too late, it's contagious yet temptatious. My mind is already contaminated by those Korean guys! I continue to watch it at home, and i always having my pillow around so i can bite it when i'm too excited to watch some heart racing scenes. I even couldn't believe myself, but here i am, hoping that one day that i'll go to South Korea and meeting them :p I had a HUGE crush on Kim Bum, who played the part of So Yi Jung, the playboy one slash gifted potter. The fact is, he's young, and he's single, and he never has a girlfriend, isn't that cuuuuuuute? :3

KIM BUM YOU HAVE STOLEN MY HEART

I think it's enough for today. As i promised you, i'll continue my writing hobby and i can assure you, that you'll read my minds again through this blog. Love ya!

xoxo,
Menteee