Showing posts with label resolutions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label resolutions. Show all posts

Friday, February 6, 2009

teenage phase

Today has started not very well, actually. I overslept and woke up at 10 am. That was sucks, because i had miss the shooting for my class movie, and yet this is best scene, argh! Screw my insomnia for this one. Also, i was already late for my pop piano lesson. I quickly took a shower and went to Yamaha PIM 2, and there Mr. Fancy was, sitting on the chair played the clavinova, waiting for me. And even worse, i didn't play the song very well, yet he was patient enough to teach me the chords again, sorry Mr. Fancy. After took some piano lesson, i took chemistry lesson. Yes, on beautiful Saturday where you supposed to meet some friends, catch some parties, gone wild and having fun, i have some chemistry lesson, and what's wrong with that, huh? :p
Anyway, i've just had an amazing dinner at Sushi Tei, Senayan City. It was (too) crowded, but yet i patienly wait for taste some mouthwatering kanimayo tobiko maki(s), salmon maki(s), crunchy roll(s), and share some sukiyaki and salmon head with my mom and sister, now imy stomach is full! Yeay! Oh yeah, while i patiently wait the long queue at Sushi Tei, i realized that many people nowadays are so impatient.
And for sudden, i'm glad that i've through the phase where i go to some place unsure when i'm coming home until midnight There's nothing wrong with that, though. But when i think of that phase again, i realize that i was so stupid. I did that not because i want to meet some friends, i did that because i want to be recognized. Like "hey, i've gone to the mall, too, you know?" For me, that is stupid. Don't get me wrong, but i kinda disagree with opinion "teenagers life = having fun". There are so much things beside popularity, fame, and fortune . We all want to be recognized, we all want to be popular, i know you do, because i've felt that. But you see, i never reach the top of my game because i never satisfied of what i've done to gain my status quo. It's okay to be recognized, but sometimes you just have to find the good ways. I want to be recognized as a very goody-goody girl who never taste bad stuffs, rather than recognized as a girl who's partying, a lot. And it's okay to be geek and freak! I'm a fashion geek, none of my friends understand the word "Rodarte" or "Marchesa". They maybe even think that Alexander Wang and Vera Wang are related. They hate when i said that Zara is cheap for some high-end fashion label, so what? They always feel that i'm an antisocial person and hate mall, so what? I hate when my friends discuss the exams and they don't like me for being cynical, so what? Someday, somehow, i'll grow into a great persona, i know that. You're the one who knows yourself best, not your friends, or even your mom and dad, so, if you like your science books, fine. Be a dilligent student. You like to bake your own cupcakes, sell them then. You like watch TV all day long, find some good informations and tell the world. You can be your own person to be recognized by the world.
You didn't like my post, then so what? Maybe only few people who read my blog and capture my honesty about what i think, but i don't care. As long as i could write my feelings, that's okay. So, start a road, keep dreaming, remember, someday, you'll be great.

xoxo,
Menteee

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

2008

Finally folks, i have found the shoes of my dream! I went to Zara today and found this cute yet rockin' sneakers, and it costs about 450 thousands rupiah, not too shabby yet expensive for Zara stuffs *sure, it's already a discount price -_-*, anyway i've seen Acchan's post about her best and worst moments in 2008, and i think i'm gonna write them, too! Since 2008 is my favorite year, idk why ;p

(Not in orders)
BEST
1. Got new laptop for my 16th birthday :)
2. Graduated junior high school, with good grades.
3. Entering high school.
4. Went to Dufan with my best mates and OSIS-MPK PANCA.
5. Surprise from my best mates, thanks guys :D
6. Birth of Ezra, my littlest sibling.
7. Losing some weight, YEAH!
8. Twilightnism, since February.
9. And bunch of laughs this 2008 :D

WORST
1. Leaving junior high school
2. Being 10th grade, high school dramas!
3. Missing junior high school friends
4. Little income, much outcome o___0/besar pasak daripada tiang
5. Losing so many things, like camera and ipod.
6. Breaking other people stuffs errrrgh.
7. Dramas, dramas and more dramas!

My wishes for 2009 :
1. I wish i can be more mature, because in 2009 i'm turning 17 (LEGAL!)
2. I wish i can be more responsible and careful.
3. I wish i can lose SOME WEIGHT :p
4. I wish i can get a car, and have some driving lessons ;)
5. I wish i can get good grades and be a science-class student.
6. I wish i can save my money a lot for 2009.
7. I wish i can get bunch of new clothes, develop my own style.
8. I wish i can bond with my high school friends, much better.
9. I wish i can get less drama, life is too short to be wasted.
10. I wish i can go somewhere beautiful by myself, for a relaxation.
11. I wish i can get love, support, plus tons of hugs from every people that i love :)I
12. I wish i can meet Edward Gregory Westwick (?)

Ok, the last one please, ignore it, but hey, you can wish for anything, right? ;) So lets count the hours, folks. Let's celebrate the new year with bundle of joy and love.

xoxo,
Menteee